Adoption concerns and life woes?

Sounds to me that you are not ready to be a parent. It is full time. It doesn't sound like there is another adult their with you. SOme people find themselves alone, and that is a different story. If you are in school and single, how will you suppor this child? If you think you would treat your adopted children differently, don't have biological children or have bio children and don't adopt. With age comes maturity. You aren't their yet. Get finished or nearly finished with school first. You have lots of time. And beleive me, it takes lots of time to be a mom..